Welcome, and Why

2 years ago, I weighed 175, throughout high school, and then I decided I was sick of it. I decided I wanted to be comfortable.

I started running. Training for a 5k actually.
And I worked hard at it
And on top of that I lost a lot ....fast. then I decided to become a lifeguard.
Already in good shape, probably down to 165… I began swimming everyday. And never that much, but enough.
I got down to about 158.
I didn’t maintain it, because a lot happened after that, that affected my stress levels that has a lot to do when i gain weight.
I’ve gotten to be 180 since then. And I’m done with it.
I’m stressed again, and the last thing I want to do is discontinue my 3- a- week routine, of running.
Stress shouldn’t be taking over my weight, because I will always be stressed, something will always be happening with me.
God recently told me the second job wasn’t worth my exhaustion, especially house-sitting so much.
I looked at my bills last night, and I’m not sure if I can eat even with the house-sitting jobs. Its frustrating, that during that time of making a little more than I needed I wasn’t saving it.
I was spending it.
I should have been spending it on food.
On farm food (but that is a different story)

Its time for me to take action. And actual change my life not my ways.

And even in the toughest situations, The one thing that should stay constant... is my workouts.